Finally I Can Feel
Adit, that's my nickname. I have a twin brother that Adib. He is very intelligent and responsive in resolving problems. As for me, I was the opposite of Adib. Often I compared with excess Adib-compare.
Everything is Adib, I myself felt no advantage at all other than troubling people around. Adib always say in order to give zest for life, "Sister, do it all without looking at it with other people speak what, as long as you're doing right". No properties kecongkaan vanity and embedded in the psyche Adib, my brother.
Mama who had given birth to any more love adib, dad is always a living member of our family was a member of gifts even more special to adib. It is thought the excessive discrimination. Oh well, do not let the length I thought, I just positive with my life.
Neighbors are usually peaceful with their affairs, when it was invitees to always discuss and compare me with Adib. Every time I pass, it must glances menyenagkan not found me. But once Adib passing, greeting sake greeting is always tercurahkan. I can only stroking his chest just see this phenomenon.
Once, undesirable events are overwritten by adib. Liquid chemicals on the eyes when the practice in schools. Finally adib was rushed to a nearby hospital, the teachers and I had come to the hospital.
Arriving home, it has no representatives from school teacher who reported the matter to our parents. Have not had time to kiss the hands of my parents, both of them went straight to the hospital. While I keep the house for the sake of safety.
However, once I even rumors swept the home page of my neighbors can. They said "it affected his own brother, not even pity and not taken care of." Again I can only hear the whispers of breast stroke neighbors.
I'm very fond of the parents and sister. My job was to look after younger siblings have I completed even if only briefly, while homework is always charged me before I did, therefore I go home for the sake of carrying out my duties.
After working on home affairs, I was immediately locked the entire contents of the house and went to the hospital to visit and maintain Adib. But once I got to the hospital exactly in front of the bedroom door Adib treated, I heard a discussion between doctor and my parents.
I do not think this will happen, decision making heavy heart I have to make me more tense and even moving in my life. Doctors decided that the eye can not Adib siselamatkan back, but can be replaced with another new eyeballs he can recover as usual, even if the operation was successful.
My parents are ready to replace any costs for safety Adib, even by replacing the new eyeball. I thought that my parents would write ads in the mass media that they need a donor eye with a value high enough. It turns out it was only a dream, a decision parents who poured out of the doctor is taking my eyes to Adib, the champion family.
Why is my destiny really unfortunate. I have a big dream, but this does not preclude my dream? Eyes are one of the most important organ is and its usefulness. I could only cry for a moment look at this unexpected thing. Again I can only mutter and shake myself heart and breast stroke.
Without further ado, I returned home and brood in the room. God is very dear to me, and I was sure of it. I think, if I had my eyes again if I could cry? Let, I spend my tears for Adib, the pride of everyone. Perhaps in this way I could get compliments from everyone who marveled over Adib.
The next day the operation was to be carried out, without further ado the night before the surgery I was ready and talked to my parents before they talk to me. I could feel the tears of my father, but I can not feel the tears in my mama's eyes, when what would I donate to Adib is one organ that is very dear to me.
The long-awaited day came. Mother is very happy with the arrival of this day, and I saw there behind that of the spotlight her father wanted to say something to me. But what may make, now time for me to give my prize to my brother's goods.
Stay a few minutes longer operation will begin, I use it to call my father and mother. I just wanted to look at them with sensitive, because this might be the last time I saw those who had been instrumental in my life.
I realized, I did not mean anything in this family. But at least I have to do good to both parents and always think positive in the course of my life, and believe there is a god secrets hidden behind these events all.
Operation began at 10:00, I was ready to face the sharpened tools that will take my eyes. I was unconscious at the time, but this time I'm aware of, but feels something is missing. Yes, luxury and natural beauty have gone I think. Everything in this world has been destroyed I thought. But I was wrong, that has been missing from the beauty of the world and everything in it was not, but my eyes have alighted on a eyeball Adib be used.
Now my dreams have been erased feel, I can not do usual activities. All I can do I do, but that can not be yes I left. With disabilities that I have suffered, I decided to stay in the distance so as not to embarrass the family. My father did not agree with my mind, but that makes me more breast stroke is a willingness mother so emit ketidaksayangannya in approving the decision.
This is my way, before I go away and live with people who are strangers I begged only one. I just wanted to talk with families until late at night.
The next morning, before I go. I give you a piece of paper to Adib, who was the last night I wrote when I have perfect eyes. I do not write at length to Adib, but I just wrote "Brother, I can finally feel. Finally I could feel like, always praised, considered good and perfect by all people. Finally I could feel like, even though both my eyeballs merely "
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